Things remain the same except for two things.
He took my daughter out last week and bought her a $300 watch for her graduation.
She was dumbfounded and ecstatic all at the same time. He actually gave it to her with no strings attached which I have never witnessed before now.
The second thing is that I am feeling very down and very tired.
I feel like sleeping all day.
I dont want to think about anything.
Not the future or the past, and definitely not the present.
This feeling is familiar and I hate it with the utmost of hate.
I have no energy to write and no energy to do or think.
I know this feeling will pass, and I will very shortly be back to my old bubbly self.
I just hope I wont have to wait too long.